Memories are something that remind you about those times where you had your fun time and you sorrow live to keep you remember and reminisce on what you had done and what you wish you can do before it's too late. There are good and bad memories.
I remember the time when i heard about my cousin's death. it was the most terrible memory i had ever felt. i thought that it was my fault for not taking care of her. It was in the year of 1998, i was 9 and she was 7. It was a Friday afternoon and it was after school; we were waiting for our bus to arrived. we shared the same bus but we ride on different times. she went on the first ride while i got on the next ride. I was suppose to send her to the bus but on the day, i didn't since her brother was there to take care of her. She told me that it's ok since her brother was there and so i went off leaving her to her brother; that was the last time i saw and talk to her.
I waited for almost an hour and a half for the bus and there were no sign of it. I started to get restless. After 2 hours of waiting, came another bus from the same company came and picked us up, i started to questioned. I took a seat and sat next to my cousin's best friend, Nadrah Rahman and i looked at her face. At that point, i heard the shocking news; my cousin gotten into a terrible accident. she lost her life that instant after got run down by the bus. It was a very tragic and terrible experience hearing about her death.
I remember how her friend told me how she looks like after gotten run over; better i don't tell it here. It took 2 hours for the ambulance and the police to get to the place. It was sad and very deadly.
The memory of her death still lingers in my mind and i really miss her. It really hurts me more that i didn't get the chance to send her to her bus anymore and seriously i miss her cute little face like an angel. She's my cousin and trully miss by us here..